Yes. So, I'm sorry I am not as good as I should be.
 I am sorry I am not Sophie, and I am sorry I am not Charles.
I am sorry I smoke, I am sorry I have peroxide blonde hair, I am sorry I wear too much make up, I am sorrry I am aggresive, I am sorry I am not very clever, I am sorry I am a bit  fat, I am sorry you think I talk chavvy, I am sorry I smoke weed, I am sorry I sleep with random people, I am sorry I eat too much, I am sorry I get depressed easily and I am sorry I can never be what you want me to be.

I've kept all my anorexic clothes
to remind me what could have been.
happiness?

I am just one big fat lie.
Fake.
Unreal.
Illusion.
I do not want anyone to see me.
So don't take my photograph, cos I don't want to know what it looks to feel like this.

Daddy why are you hurting me?

Smoking myself to death down here.
Help me?
Come back to me?
I miss you.
All of you.

do you know what, im a different fucking shape to you. im fucking different, so dont you dare fucking tell me im doing something wrong. cos im fucking not, im just living.
to YOU - im trying to fucking help you, and i know you're ill and therefore cannot connect with what i am saying. but give me a fucking break. im trying my fucking best. io may look fat to you, but my head is in the same place, so for the love of god give. me a fucking break!
and to YOU - what the fuck is up with you? you tell me to eat and get better and stop being so selfish and whatever, whilst you slip under the radar and get away with being a fucking dick eating practically nothing/. why the fuck are you doing this to me? oh, you're too tired to come out? i wonder why the FUCK that is, it'll be cos you had half a piece of fucking bread for lunch. YOU ARE NOT FULL FROM AN APPLE. stop being a cunt. please. its making me feel fucking shit about myself. get yer fucking act together mate.

i may be bad but im perfectly good. sex in the air, i dont care i love the smell of it. sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me]]


ARGHHHH FUCK YOU AND YOU AND YOUU YOU FUCKING CUNTTTTTTTTTTTTS

THE ROLLER

You didn't know what to say
It all came at you today
Can't get out your own way
Well hold on, hold on, hold on.

I'm hiding out in the sun
I'm getting everyone done
Just me hating no one
Here I come, here I come, here I come

Just call me the roller
I'll squeeze and unfold ya
Call me the roller
I just go to show ya

So you been crawling through a maze
An alcohol lemon haze
I've been watching you for days
You've been outta sight alright, alright, alright

I'll take you somewhere you never knew you'd been
I'll give you something you never knew you'd feel
The only thing is, everything is really tonight, tonight, tonight

Just call me the roller
I'll squeeze and unfold ya
Call me the roller
I just go to show ya

Just call me the roller
I'll come blow you over
Call me the roller
I'm pleased that I know ya

I'll take you somewhere you never knew you'd been
I'll give you something you never knew you'd feel
The only thing is everything is really tonight, tonight, tonight

Just call me the roller
I'll squeeze and unfold ya
Call me the roller
I just go to show ya

liam i fucking love you.